Have you ever been so in love with someone that you would do anything for them? Be fearless enough to speak now and not care what other people say?  This is one of those times for me. I’m closing my tumblr. I’m closing it because I encountered the Lord our God at the most amazing camp this past week. Taylor was someone I adored, and sadly I adored so much that I felt as if I cared more about her than God, even though I would never admit it in public. This past week I went to a life changing camp that taught me that I won’t die with Taylor. She won’t be there for me when I feel dead and alone, even if her music is. Music is just music. Taylor Swift is just a person. Jesus Christ is my King. Mary, Our Lady, is my queen. I could never put Taylor as high as they are. 

I am Catholic, and I’m extremely proud of it. I realize that I will lose almost, if not all, my followers. I realize that I will probably get a ton of hate for this. But I also realize that this is fearless. Taylor says that she wants us to be fearless right? Well this is how I’m doing it.

“Being FEARLESS isn’t being 100% not fearful, it’s being terrified but you jump anyway…” 

"So there’s a time for silent, and there a time for waiting your turn. But if you know how you feel, and you so clearly know what you need to say. You’ll know it. 
I don’t think you should wait. 
I think you should SPEAK NOW.”

I waited for my turn. I know how I feel. I’m really scared of what all of you are going to think of me. But I clearly know what I need to say. Isn’t that what being a Swiftie is all about? Being Fearless and Speaking Now? That’s exactly what I’m doing.

The most FEARLESS person I’ve ever known is my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He is my Lord. He is my God. He is my savior. He is my King. But most of all he is my best friend. I believe that he died for me and my sins 2,000 years ago. I believe that every time I go to Mass, the bread and wine that is set on the altar turns into the body, blood, soul and divinity of Jesus Christ. I believe in One, Holy, Catholic, and Apostolic church. But most of all, I believe that He loves me. That God the Father loves me, that the Holy Spirit loves me. I hope that one day you will read this and believe too. I truly hope that you will one day turn to God, the only one who will truly be there for you forever, and say that you are sorry for your sins. 

You may be reading this and think it’s the saddest, dumbest, most stupid thing on earth. But as I am writing this, I am praying that anyone who reads this will be blessed by the Holy Spirit and will one day, hopefully turn to the Lord. 

I’m not asking you to reblog this. I’m not asking you to like this. I’m not asking you to read this. I’m not doing this for attention. I’m not even asking you to care. But if there is something in you that does care, that might just maybe want to have your heart on fire with love, that wants to come home, that is even the slightest bit interested, just know that God loves you. That He always has. That He always will. If there is one thing I can guarantee you, it’s that God will never abandon you. That He will never leave you stranded, that He will never stop loving you. 

If you think I’m some 40 year old preacher, I’m not. I’m not old enough to drink, not old enough to vote, not old enough to drive. I’m barely old enough to sign up for a website. But I’m old enough to know that God loves me. And that He loves you and he wants you to come home. 

So I’m asking you this. Do you want to be happy? Do you want to not be worried? Do you want to just enjoy life? If you answered yes to any of these questions, then come to the Catholic church. I’m not saying it will be easy (do you know how hard it is to do this?) but I’m saying that in the end, you will be happy. 

catholicscomehome.org is a website that I’ve known since as long as I can remember. And if you don’t want to visit the website, at least watch the video

Thank you for reading this if you read it. I love you forever. All of you. The people that despise me, and the people that love me, the people that don’t even know I exist. I love you. And thank you for giving me a chance to show my love for Taylor, but I think that if I’m going to use tumblr for anything, it’s for the Lord. 

VIVA CRISTO REY!

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HI GUYS!!! I’M BACK!!! :D SORRY THAT I LEFT WITHOUT ANY NOTICE!!!! :DDDD

I went to camp… and I forgot to tell you guys. Sorry!! :( 

Ugh but I lost like 20+ followers THAT I THOUGHT WERE MY FRIENDS!!! :’(((( I hate all of you that unfollowed me (and yes I checked) 

But I love all of you that are still following me!! :D

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taylorswiftordie13:

Taylor Swift
by Mark Abrahams

woah

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fearlesspeaknow:

Tonight we stand on our knees, To fight for what we worked for all these years, And the battle was long, it’s the fight of our lives, Will we stand up champions tonight?”

London Olympic Games 2012

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withourchangingminds asked:
Haha, that isn't the Speak Now Tour, it's the 2012 Olympics. :)

oh xD I thought that it was Dear John from like Pitsburgh or something. xD SORRY! face palm for my stupidity.

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fairy-t-ale:

jencita:

Taylor’s 1st single will be out in September!

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“To me, Fearless is not the absense of fear. It’s not being completely unafraid. To me, Fearless is having fears. Fearless is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, Fearless is living in spite of those things that scare you to death.” 

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